Is there so much hate for the ones we love? Tell me, we both matter, don't we?

My brother sent me a text message last night, saying that he heard this song he knew I would know in a trailer, but he couldn't figure out who it was. It turns out it is "Running Up That Hill" by Chromatics. What a fitting, fitting song.

It doesn't hurt me
You want to feel how it feels?
You want to know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making
You, you and me.

And if I only could
Make a deal with God
Get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
If I only could, oh.

You don't want to hurt me
But see how deep the bullet lies
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder
There's a thunder in our hearts, baby.

So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, you and me
You and me, won't be unhappy.


Let's exchange the experience.

Starting a new job Monday. Haircut Tuesday (YESSSSS, goodbye, mullet).

I need something new. Some sort of new experience. New music would even be nice. But whenever I feel this restless... only bad things happen. I'm INSANE. Not really. Just an addict looking for a new high...